This is my new bag. Bags are a worryingly important part of who I am.

The end of the Kevin/Georgette Love Fest has come.

It was all like:

"Oh my gosh just SAY if you don't want to talk to me nuumore. I won't claw your eyes out or nothin', jesus on a pancake :O"

"Im sorry its just i cant be dealing wiv this sort of stuff n its been tearin mr apart cuz i dnt kno how 2 tell u. N i dint wana hurt u! N i dint wana do it ova txt cuz its rude but im so busy. Im really sorry! :( : ("

"That's fine, honey"

"Im sorry i cnt c u nymore its cuz i'll just ill just end up useing u and tis the last thing i want n i jus dnt wana hurt u mre than i alredy hav cuz ur nice person :("

"It is okay, for real, nothing really hurts after what I've bee thru anyways. We had fun times, farewell my ex lover--! :)"

I'm quite scared that I'm just going to start bouncing from short, meaningless relationship to short meaningless relationship, and continue to eat loads of cake and chocolate, and buy loads of bags, and flirt with loads of guys and girls I don't like, just to try and feel better about myself.

PRIORITIES IN LIFE
1 - Don't sleep with Sam
2 - Continue to stay on top of college work
3 - Don't sleep with Sam

Gave blood today, feel all dizzy.

Sam does not like it when you try to bum him with hello kitty/hairbrush/your fingers

like wtf?

oh my gosh
Kevvypants texted me, all sad still.
I was just 'thanks for texting, I'm always here if you need to talk'

Sam is coming around in 40 mins. When I saw him a few minutes ago I didn't feel any mega intense emotions like before. I think it's because Kevin is talking again. I want to make it work with him.

It's snowing
And it's settling
IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE SPRING, DAMMIT
I want baby lambs ;.;
I guess I shouldn't complain, but whatever

"Keep seeking approval,
and you will be chained."

- The Tao Te Ching

I have warty toad skin
Probz because of the worry
It is gross
I am so tired
I need to get some work done but motivation is becoming an issue again
Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Oh em gee
Today
Me, Liz, Kasi and Andrea fought crime
And Uncle Warren was proud

I am tired
Spoke to Sam, miss him as friend, might visit him at work one day soon
Luke was following me around work all day today
Kevin hasn't been able to text me back because he left his phone round Nathan's on Thursday
So I've e-mailed him instead

Bored and lonely
Kasi has an elf fetish
That's why she got together with Smitty
All lunch all she would talk about was
How much she fancies Link from Zelda
And wants to get Smitty a Link costume
Bless them

oh for goodness sake girl
stop moping
do something productive
get on with life
I'm sick of your attitude whenever the slightest thing goes wrong
if it doesn't work out he's not worth it
just shut up
okay?

omg I am so going to bed
I just... ugh

Oh my gosh
Gabby and Sophie wrote these things abouts me last Friday
Was going to scan them by cba

Gabby:
Genuine, wild, sassy!
Makes me Larffff even when I'm saaaddd D:
and she lets me read her magazines when she's rather read them!
AAnnnnddd she's cool and doesn't care what other people think and thinks highly of others.

Sophie:
Georgette "Lovely" Gibbons
-makes me laugh with her stories
-caring
-clever
-has nice hair
-gets through bad stuff
-good listener
-interesting to talk to
-fun